Ramblings of a Mad Woman by brassbeauty18, literature
Literature
Ramblings of a Mad Woman
Tick
Tick
Tick
3:55 AM glares at you
Youve never stayed up that late
Eyes red and stung
Sniffle
No creature is within sight
You lurk in the night
Like a raccoon looking for a trash can
A fruitless search
Help .
4 AM
Tick
Tick
Tick
Your mind is still alert
The silence never changes
24 hour silence
Shhhhhhhhh
Try to fill the silence
Nothing fills the aching echo
The silence brings
No person can fill the silence
Tick
Tick
Tick
Working for nothing
Fruitless efforts
Worthless
Mindless
Tick
Tick
Tick
4:06 AM
No one can help you
You cannot escape the silence
Nothing makes you feel
Nothing moves
A romance writer sits at her desk
Spinning in a swivel chair
She glances at her wrist
The bracelet her love gave her awhile back
What does she write about when there is no curiosity?
When nothing is shrouded in mystery
All the facts standing there naked in front of her
Leaving no doubts or questions
A few more spins
Glancing at a blank screen
What now?
She looks around lost
First time this little girl
Has stepped out utterly alone
Wishing she had a hand to hold
She continues to look around lost
You see her, not sure what to think
Eventually you want to help her
Eventually your hand grabs hers
She looks at you with wonder and fright
She never had a hand to hold
It overwhelmed her
You took her hand
And showed her the way
You showed her around
You got her used to her new world
You taught her how to hug
How to kiss
How being held is supposed to feel
You taught her how to let go
Her tight viewed grip of the world
Her insecurities eating at her
Her fear of her body
You taugh
Springy hair
Wide green eyes
Scanning down the hall
You take the runner's position
Keeping your tiny ears alert
For his arrival
You hear the door
Dress shoes on the stairs
He gets in your range
You start to charge
"Daddy's home!!"
You barrel into his arms
He hugs you with one hand
The other holding his briefcase
Daddy's little girl
Doing the same greeting
From the moment she could walk
Reading superhero origin stories
Helping you with your spelling tests
By pretending you were a wizard
Daddy was there to help
After all, Daddy wants to do that
For Daddy's little girl
You're hiding under the bed
Daddy's yelling
Your sis
When I was little I considered myself the clean plate hero
From the most amazing food to the icky vegetables
For the most part I stuck it out
My mother always knew when I didn't like something
Because I would leave that food item on my plate untouched
Guilt would always come over me that I didn't finish it
She would always say it was ok, but my eight year old self
Knew a lot better
I was still the clean plate hero
Crusading mealtimes making sure
No starving child in Africa would
Be envious of my scraps
As the years went by I still was the clean plate hero
Still leaving food if I was not pleased
Or even if I wasn't hungry
Not ev
Sixth Grade
We think we're hot shit
We're no longer in elementary school
Boys are starting to look a little cuter
Changes are undeniably happening
I sit in my social studies class
My crush sits across from me
Next to me is a blonde haired boy
Next to my crush is a girl
A girl who I didn't really know
I had with me a box of
Sparkly pencils
The ultimate girly writing utensil
The blonde boy snatches the pink one
I never understood why they liked that one
He bounces the pencil off the eraser
To my crush
Before I can even lay a finger on them
The lecture begins
About China or something
The girl silently swipes the pencil
And h
The stallion gallops with grace
Bowing its mighty head before me
The raven barely hidden by the branches
Glares with amber eyes
I suddenly glance at the perfect tree
A little tall but sitting under it
I can still see the blue sky
The wise owl sits perched before me
With its big eyes holding a sparkle
A snake thin as can be
Slithers before my feet
Strong crunch leaves
Protect the forest floor
Two foxes skitter across
Not really catching too much of my attention
A bunny hops across my path
Looking at me frightened but unmoving
The forest enchants me
But I need to get home
To a kitten who needs
Some loving
When you give a girl some flowers
She'll be happy as can be
She'll be quiet and bow her head
But a smile can still be seen
She'll know she's still yours
Holding two red roses in her hand
After weeks of doubting
That she can imagine you're her man
She then will reward you with a hug
To her, it'll seem like hours
But that all comes with the feeling
When you give a girl some flowers
In this language, words are
extraordinarily important
In fact the citizens hang on each one
And faces are searched
For something deeper
Than the words can provide
In this language, you can use a
Little black book to spin the tale
Of a single mother dying of cancer
Or preach poems about freedom,
Love, or struggling
because you're the minority
But this language believes into the
Early to bed, really early to rise motto
With time freezing while the language
Is spoken, the darkness welcoming
When the language is sleeping and awaking
The women have their hair back and down
Pearls lining their neck and ears
Heels clacking against
Ramblings of a Mad Woman by brassbeauty18, literature
Literature
Ramblings of a Mad Woman
Tick
Tick
Tick
3:55 AM glares at you
Youve never stayed up that late
Eyes red and stung
Sniffle
No creature is within sight
You lurk in the night
Like a raccoon looking for a trash can
A fruitless search
Help .
4 AM
Tick
Tick
Tick
Your mind is still alert
The silence never changes
24 hour silence
Shhhhhhhhh
Try to fill the silence
Nothing fills the aching echo
The silence brings
No person can fill the silence
Tick
Tick
Tick
Working for nothing
Fruitless efforts
Worthless
Mindless
Tick
Tick
Tick
4:06 AM
No one can help you
You cannot escape the silence
Nothing makes you feel
Nothing moves
A romance writer sits at her desk
Spinning in a swivel chair
She glances at her wrist
The bracelet her love gave her awhile back
What does she write about when there is no curiosity?
When nothing is shrouded in mystery
All the facts standing there naked in front of her
Leaving no doubts or questions
A few more spins
Glancing at a blank screen
What now?
She looks around lost
First time this little girl
Has stepped out utterly alone
Wishing she had a hand to hold
She continues to look around lost
You see her, not sure what to think
Eventually you want to help her
Eventually your hand grabs hers
She looks at you with wonder and fright
She never had a hand to hold
It overwhelmed her
You took her hand
And showed her the way
You showed her around
You got her used to her new world
You taught her how to hug
How to kiss
How being held is supposed to feel
You taught her how to let go
Her tight viewed grip of the world
Her insecurities eating at her
Her fear of her body
You taugh
Springy hair
Wide green eyes
Scanning down the hall
You take the runner's position
Keeping your tiny ears alert
For his arrival
You hear the door
Dress shoes on the stairs
He gets in your range
You start to charge
"Daddy's home!!"
You barrel into his arms
He hugs you with one hand
The other holding his briefcase
Daddy's little girl
Doing the same greeting
From the moment she could walk
Reading superhero origin stories
Helping you with your spelling tests
By pretending you were a wizard
Daddy was there to help
After all, Daddy wants to do that
For Daddy's little girl
You're hiding under the bed
Daddy's yelling
Your sis
When I was little I considered myself the clean plate hero
From the most amazing food to the icky vegetables
For the most part I stuck it out
My mother always knew when I didn't like something
Because I would leave that food item on my plate untouched
Guilt would always come over me that I didn't finish it
She would always say it was ok, but my eight year old self
Knew a lot better
I was still the clean plate hero
Crusading mealtimes making sure
No starving child in Africa would
Be envious of my scraps
As the years went by I still was the clean plate hero
Still leaving food if I was not pleased
Or even if I wasn't hungry
Not ev
Sixth Grade
We think we're hot shit
We're no longer in elementary school
Boys are starting to look a little cuter
Changes are undeniably happening
I sit in my social studies class
My crush sits across from me
Next to me is a blonde haired boy
Next to my crush is a girl
A girl who I didn't really know
I had with me a box of
Sparkly pencils
The ultimate girly writing utensil
The blonde boy snatches the pink one
I never understood why they liked that one
He bounces the pencil off the eraser
To my crush
Before I can even lay a finger on them
The lecture begins
About China or something
The girl silently swipes the pencil
And h
The stallion gallops with grace
Bowing its mighty head before me
The raven barely hidden by the branches
Glares with amber eyes
I suddenly glance at the perfect tree
A little tall but sitting under it
I can still see the blue sky
The wise owl sits perched before me
With its big eyes holding a sparkle
A snake thin as can be
Slithers before my feet
Strong crunch leaves
Protect the forest floor
Two foxes skitter across
Not really catching too much of my attention
A bunny hops across my path
Looking at me frightened but unmoving
The forest enchants me
But I need to get home
To a kitten who needs
Some loving
When you give a girl some flowers
She'll be happy as can be
She'll be quiet and bow her head
But a smile can still be seen
She'll know she's still yours
Holding two red roses in her hand
After weeks of doubting
That she can imagine you're her man
She then will reward you with a hug
To her, it'll seem like hours
But that all comes with the feeling
When you give a girl some flowers
10 Reasons To Buy Toilet Paper by realARTIZT, literature
Literature
10 Reasons To Buy Toilet Paper
1) To stuff my bra in hopes that you'll see me tonight
2) To dry the tears from my eyes when you don't
3) To blow my nose and try again tomorrow
4) To keep in my pocket just in case
5) To dab my lipstick before our date
6) To fix my mascara after you say you love me
7) To clean my glasses and see the truth on your collar
8) To wipe the crap off of your lips when you swear I'm the only one
9) To use every roll to cover your house in blankets of white
10) To replace the toilet paper I wasted on you
I sold my soul, but not to the Devil
I sold my soul to a teenage girl
and all that she asked in return for my spirit
Was that I fall in love with her
I told her that without my spirit
I did not think I would be capable of love
She cut my name in to her arm
I think that she has suffered enough
I held her closely in my arms
Until our hearts did beat as one
She fell asleep unaware
That the next morning I would be gone
From a girl to a woman to an angel
She shall live, she shall love, she shall grow
Fate suggested I leave her
To eternally mingle our souls
But there will be no trace of my existence
I simply will have never been
T
They Told Us:
They told us we weren't artists,
They said that we're just puttin' words on paper...
They told us we wouldn't make it,
Because language isn't unique...
Ta hell with them all I say,
Because I know tha truth they seek ta hide.
Writers, poets,
We're treated like third-rate artists.
Our hands can't create magical pictures,
We can't create comics ta make people laugh,
Or emotive portraits ta make em cry...
But what they don't see is tha title,
What they don't see is tha description,
They don't even see tha comments or replies!
They look only at themselves,
And at tha talent they seem ta proclaim.
It's like starin' at
I, am tired.
Tired of feeling.
Tired of all the hard work of healing.
Tired of failing.
Tired of falling.
Tired.
I am tired of things,
People, and notions.
Tired of people,
And tired of their motions.
Tired of their talk
Tired of their commotion.
Tired of everything
Inside and out
Tired of hating
Too tired to pout
I just wish,
Wish I could live,
Live underwater
Some place to forgive
Some place to wish
And wish I shall do
Wish to not be tired
Oh, please wish,
Come true.
She fades beneath here and now.
Holding in all her tears,
She watches the sun dissapear.
Petals lay beneath her feet-
Fallen from the roses she unburied.
Pretty curls linger admist her face,
Pain etches marks within some lace.
She screams but no one hears.
For-
Her voice broke years ago I fear.
No one knows her pain.
She's far past dead these days,
No tombstone marking her grave.
She forgot how to live-
How to breathe,
And eat.
Darkness took over all faith,
And pain put her in a grave.
Hello! I am 5'2" and I like long walks on the beach and horseback rides into the sunset....crap wrong profile....
Anyways I'm just a sarcastic hopeless romantic (though not as hopeless in recent months) who loves to write and would love to hear your feedback on my work :)
And I am a trombonist as well :) hence my name being brassbeauty
Current Residence: Wouldn't you like to know :P Favourite genre of music: Classic rock, Broadway Showtunes, occasional classical, instrumental Personal Quote: "Life is pain highness, anyone who says differently is selling something"
Favourite Movies
The Princess Bride
Other Interests
writing, playing the trombone, acting, all around being awesome
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"Take my hand I'm a stranger in paradise I'm lost in a wonderland a stranger in paradise if I stand starry eyed that's a danger in paradise for mortals who stand beside an angel like you."- Stranger in Paradise from Kismet